13; wonderland ★

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Monday, November 10, 2008,12:49 AM

hopeless

it's been how many days already?
i dont know... 6 i think.
one more chance.
one more chance left.
if you cant do it, im giving up.
im really gonna give up.
im tired of crying over you so much.
im tired of knowing you care but dont act like it.
im sick and tired of being ignore.
you know what?
you make me hate you but you make me miss you so much.
i dont want to cry over you anymore.
crying too much can cause people to be blind.
i dont want to be blind.
i still want to meet someone who's better than you someday.
even though it's hard to meet someone like that.
i hate you for being so nice, i hate you for changing me so much.
i hate you for making me so weak and nice.
but i miss you so much to the point that i forget i hate you.
one more chance.
there's still tomorrow.
if you cant do it, then i'll just have to give up.
i wont admit it, i wont.
i'll go on my holiday and try to forget about you.

my world ★

i own this wonderland

Believe in the power of Karma. Whatever you do shall be repaid, be it good or bad. Oh, and this is my blog, so I obviously don’t give a damn about what you think.

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since 6th July 2008

♣ jane, sora, wasabii or milk
♣ 12.o1
♣ likes to photoshop
♣ studying in CHMS
♣ obsessed with touching hair
♣ loves chocolate way too much
♣ listens to korean music
♣ is random, weird and crazy
♣ is nice but mean in some ways
♣ does not like to be teased
♣ likes reading fanfics & manga
♣ a lousy writer
♣ i hate DOTA with passion

my life ★

what i read & want

IRead
~~orange planet. cherry juice. love luck. beauty is the beast~~ AAA. chocolate cosmos. special a. vampire knight. love berrish. ouran high school host club. koukou debut. charisma doll. maid sama!. Saboten No Himitsu
~~WANTOHG. he was cool. high school royalty~~ Syndrome. TLH. love sucks. OHTDE. Suicide Note. TIWOSCM. yu tian. death glare (lots more but cant think of any right now)

IWants
♠ a happy life
♠ his love and undivided attention
♠ improve my drawing
♠ more plushies (i bet this will never be crossed off)
♠ study hard
~~♠ beat LSC (never gonna happen)~~ beat him in english, content :p
~~♠ everything to be normal again~~
♠ change my attitude
♠ more drawing tools
♠ stable emotions
♠ cuff earrings
♠ second piercing (left)
~~♠ a nice drawing just for me~~ hehe, thanks xt :D
♠ more clothes
♠ learn hacking
♠ DIE SWINE FLU!!! PERISH!
♠ find cappu
♠ ~~get "lone wolf"~~ \\ ~~then fugin :D~~
♠ get "dark lord"

my rules ★

histories