| Saturday, June 13, 2009,7:41 AM |
it was total wtf man.
one day, im gonna call the internet people and complain to them about it!
you guys get paid so do your job right! RAWR! --
so yeah, it wasnt that bad of a day...
i spent the afternoon SLEEPING. hahaha!
good sleep :D
and after i woke up, terus go play Call Of Duty 4 :p
muahaha, jia jia ah, you see, yi yi so pro kaliah!
you think i very laoya, but i finished by myself what you couldnt! MUAHAHA.
jia jia wanted to play after me, so yeah, being the good aunty that i am, i let him play.
then i played tekken. LOL my new favourite character would be lily i guess.
since i practiced using her yesterday and she was totally awesome!
pwnful wins more than 10 times in a row!
anyways...
for people who were wondering why i was so upset...
(i think even yap knew i was upset. cause he lent me his calculator without saying anything or without hesitating)
i seriously have no fcking idea what to do!
chung made me really scared and paranoid about HIM...
ko ko (not real koko la) also said that HE might and that i shouldnt trust HIM too much, for my own good.
i dont think i can go on like this anymore...
it's going nowhere...
i love him... a little too much, i admit.
i trust him a lot, i hope he doesnt throw my trust down the drain...
i want to believe in him, always and forever.
but it's quite hard...
it's probably not his fault...
it's just that im too paranoid. -sighs-
if you really loved someone...
would you continue putting on that mask of happiness just for him and pretend that everything's alright or would you confront him and tell him how you feel?
what do you guys think? ahh... reply in chatbox.
i want to love and be loved.
i want to know im loved by you no matter what happens.
you... please... let me know that before my heart shatters into pieces...
i love you... i dont think i can live without you.
i miss you... i want to see you and for you to tell me that you love me.
why is happiness so hard to obtain and even harder to keep?
one moment, you feel like you're on top of the world.
the next, you're falling from that place...
what should i dooooo???
END OF WHATEVER YOU FEEL LIKE CALLING THAT THING ABOVE.
ko, you very kiong de.
so dont worry and dont be sad.
you will find that special person soon...
you just have to be patient...
dont rush things.
mei always here to support you! :p
Travis Garland - Dead and Gone
im not the same person i used to be
im moving on, its just me
do you remember when you told me that
i'd never be good enough for anyone
and i wasnt worth your time, your energy
and why did i listen then
why didnt i stand up for myself
you made me believe
i was on the road to no where to no where
and oh i was listening for way too long
i shouldve known im way too strong
to let you just lead me on lead me on
and oh i was traveling on that road too long
just tryna find my way back home
but the old me is dead and gone dead and gone
i been thinking about all that we've been through
every place that you and me went to
thinking back simple little memories
thinking bout the times that my heart felt empty
wait..that was all the time cause we just weren't fine we faked it
a true friend would stab you in the front so tell me why my back is aching
you cant say you just choked
hanging theres your rope
tangled to fall better road for you
hooked up and you got beat at your game
burn every bridge but you still see the smoke
try to get across but you sank every boat
you could smoke everyday of your life
but you know on the mic ima be more dope
and oh i was listening for way too long
i shouldve known im way too strong
to let you just lead me on lead me on
so you could love me for who i am
or hate me for who you think i am
but the old me is dead and gone
im moving on now
oh old me is dead and gone dead and gone
oh ooh whoa.
im in love with this song.
end of post. loves! bye bye! :D
ps: HI TWINNIE!! I LOVE YOU! xp
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